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gifts of gravity and grace
On 2003-12-14 at 1:48 a.m.... The good news is that I don't have to fall on my sword. I decided that were nobody to get me that 'Eats, Shoots & Leaves' book for Christmas, then I'd have to commit elaborate ritual suicide in one way or another, because it would be irrevocable proof that nobody really understood me. But, lo. The book has been received: my life will amble on. This week has been a blur of parties, journeys, drugs, sex, plans. Guest lists, Yo! Sushi, Thai mushrooms. I want to hurry up and get back to university though; I realised, with a swish of subfusc, that I'm a bit of an academic at heart, and want nothing more than a chair/book/pen and a road to run down now and then. This...job...business? Schoolboy error. Should have known better, really. It troubles me that I do not know how more things are done. I have recently been thinking about frameworks, and things that dictate silently the way in which the world operates. Why can't I, why must we, what gives you the right? On the whole, however, it's easier to think about what's on E4.
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